Kidnapped By My Mom's Ex: An Age Gap, Curvy Girl Romance by Flora Ferrari

Author:Flora Ferrari [Ferrari, Flora]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-10-09T18:30:00+00:00

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Lena

We’re on the porch again. I’m wearing a different sweater and a fresh pair of pants. Jamie had a box of plain clothes of various sizes, but it was all for men. My sex tingles from what we did, my core aching from his two fingers. His response when I told him I was a virgin blew my mind.

He said I could only be that way for him. He owns me. I know he doesn’t mean forever. I know he doesn’t mean white picket fences, kids, and all the stuff I’m too embarrassed to talk about. Still, in that moment, he meant it.

What about Mom? It’s wrong, but I’m starting to think she lied. I believe Jamie. I can’t keep denying it. A part of me also watches with a frown, like I’m the Old Lena, suspicious of everybody except Mom. Now it’s reversed.

Old Lena is telling me to stop until I know everything for sure. Just because I have lovey-dovey feelings about Jamie doesn’t mean he’s telling the truth. People lie all the time. He could easily be lying, too. I need to think, not feel, but I can’t. I’m lying to myself if I say I can fight it.

Mom is still asleep. It’s been maybe twenty minutes since the stuff went down. As the world grows darker, we’ve just been sitting out here, Jamie across the short table from me. It’s strangely comfortable, sitting silently without talking, Demon sleeping on the porch.

I’m not sure how long Mom will be asleep, though. “You never answered my question.”

He smiles over at me, almost sadly. “You never answered mine. I asked what you wanted to do, and you looked at me like I was crazy, Lena. Like you’ve never stopped to think once about what you could do with your life. Or that you could do anything.”

I fold my arms, staring stubbornly at the lake. He’s hit my most sensitive spot without even trying. At least, I hope—think—he wasn’t trying. Think, not feel. Yeah, right.

“But you can be,” he says fiercely. “You can be anything you want. Find a career. A passion. Or find a man, settle down, maybe have some kids.”

His voice gets husky. I look at him. He’s watching the lake. It’s like he won’t look at me. My thoughts go to a depressing place. Not for him, if it’s true, but he’s older than me. It’s possible.

“Do you have kids?” I ask.

He looks at me sharply, almost offended. “No.”

“Sorry.” My heart drops. “Are you against the idea of having them?”

“No,” he says, his tone savage, equally offended. “It would be a good thing, Lena, to raise children and do it right. Give them the time, the attention, the love they need. Support them and protect them.”

There’s a tickling deep within. I won’t let myself think insane things, like my desire is talking to me, urging me to do the right thing. To climb into his lap and grind against him, feel that huge manhood between my legs, slide up and down, coax him inside.

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